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The life that owns me keeps me pretty much in a box. Not always...there are the times I break out. Break out!I have to,
I don't take well to being boxed in.A certain amount of restriction and alignment is good.It is necessary,I understand it
and at times I even welcome it. At times. I completely know the reasons ,it's the life I have at this time .However, there's
another life out there..somewhere, with my name on it. ..(and it will be spelled right!).It's not time to unleash me,that
time will come.I am on hold right now.Life seems like it's passing me by, but I have my moments of escape, a free spirit can
not be held down for ever. Escape ! I must take care of business,that's the plan, it's what must be done.You just don't abandon
the people and things that need you...that's what makes up a life.Flying free is a dream, it will come (sometimes in bits
and pieces)..everything in it's on time.Fly , fly , fly! Yes, I am on hold, but I know I am not alone.How many are experiencing
the very same thing? I hear you out there! Countless numbers.We go from moment to moment, life is made up of moments.It's
not always the moments we would prefer ,but it's what we have.There are enough good moments to get us through.Nobody's life
is perfect anyway. I never promised you a rose garden. But there will be roses( and lots of thorns).Some may have the kind
of life they wanted , but that does not mean they are happy all the time or completely fulfilled.Very few are. They (who?)
say life is what we make of it, is it? Are we in charge of our own happiness ?Maybe to some degree, we are.I often have to
push myself into the happiness mode.I tell my self to smile and look for funny things.Laughing is good medicine ,I have been
told ,and I believe it. It makes me feel better to laugh out loud.Life moves along much better,smoother...faster perhaps,
when we have a sense of humor.Yes, you've got to have a sense of humor about your rotten life! Why should I be the only one?
Come on, don't take yourself so seriously. I'm trying not to.Maybe, yeah, my life is on hold and not exactly what I had hoped
at this point or maybe I'm just looking at it the wrong way.Thank the Great Spirit I have a life! What's wrong with me? I
fly free when I need to, it's not that hard to get unboxed...there's no duct tape on me! I have down moments and up moments.
I have alot to be thankful for, including family, friends, music, pets,a sense of humor, the great outdoors...and so
much more.I can and do fly free , often..like I said ...there's no duct tape on me...so is it on hold or ...hold on!
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